Well it's Christmas and I am here at work at the Network Operations center taking a break. One thing I don't know any more is how to handle people. I mean I have been trained on how to deal with people all through my life. But its like after my experience in the Army, I get aggressive. As soon as I detect someone trying to get over, I get on the defensive. I am one of the most kind hearted on earth. However if you try to take advantage of my kindness, heaven help you. I use to like the way I was self-controlled. Now, I am afraid, I can't control my anger.
I admit I am blessed with a good paying job, but I don't know how much more of life at the NOC I can handle. I envy those with their Monday through Friday 9 to 5 jobs. Not needed to work on holidays. Some times working the graveyard shift makes you feel like a social out cast. You need to interact with others. I admit my commute is only 20 minutes, compared to the day shift workers who average 2 hours.
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3:10 PM
Well I have deviated from making entires this journal. I think its essential to tap in my thoughts. But I have so many tools to choose from.
I have several B logs:
http://dangomez.blogger.com
http://dangomez.pitas.com
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http://www.ujournal.org/users/dangomez/
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I guess I struggle with myself a lot lately. Its as if I was in this mode to have hopes and dreams and then, with a hard dose of reality. I struggle with what have I accomplished so far. Where is my masterpiece? Where is my success? Where will I leave my mark? Do I have something to contribute as a writer? I am a Telecommunications technician, by trade. But I am a dreamer at heart.
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I hope that one day someday I would invent something. I want to do some thing where I will leave my mark in society. Something that is acceptable and not illegal. To be an innovator, like the inventors of old.
I would like to go hiking one day. I went to the brigade quarter master web site and I was able to look at some interesting items. I would like to have one of those Spec Ops / RTO back packs. However they are expensive.
Things that would be great to have.
Canteen, canteen cover
Pistol belt
Sleeping bag
stove
hiking boots
first aid kit